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Go Awayyy

because that should probably hurt,

as much as it hurts me.

Can I?

This is sooooo tiring....

Will I be able to survive through all these?

Overloading

too overwhelmed with work.

there seems to be a stream of neverending things to do and study.

and so much things going on concurrently

on top of it, theres still stupid things to be bothered with

&^%$%#@

hope you just bang the wall and die, you bitch. you so deserve it.

my only happy day during the recess week was totally ruined by you.

Ahhh i really need to rant.

CNY&VDay 2010

Really bored in twc class now. Wth 6 hours lesson on a Saturday :( Totally spoil the pre-recess week mood. Supposed to have meetups yesterday and today. Can't go yesterday because I need to chiong my twc assignment. Hope I can make it tonight after the birthday party. Been really long since I last saw the peeps! Anyway since class is really siannn now...I shall do a long long update on CNY and Valentines' day. Its so weird that these 2 days are combined together this year. Feels like a cheena V day when you see all the oranges and ang paos everywhere.

Chinese New Year first. This year's new year seems even more plain than last year. Pretty boring with a decrease in number of ang paos too.. hahaha I was really tired and didn't really have the mood for visiting. But i enjoyed seeing the kids though -Yu Xuan (Jolin) and Jayden. Really really cute! Hahaha they never fail to brighten up my day :)

CNY Eve:

New addition to our family. Jayden :)

Yu Xuan. Getting prettier and cuter as she grows up.

Sushi Platter from Sushi Tei. Shes always so naughty..playing with the food

All the food. Yums :D

1st Day of CNY:

Mummy!

Uncle Jack! haha apparently he cut his hair really short so as to look younger. LOL

Edmund!

Yu Xuan, so greedy with all the ice cream. Hahahaha

2nd day of CNY:

We took a picture with my pink wall last year. So my brother decided that its his turn with the orange wall this year.

Valentine's Day. I went back home from grandma house on the first day of new year to wait for baby who came from the casino. He's really sweet though. Surprised me with sunflowers at my doorstep. Hahahaha he played the piano for me too :) After that we went for dinner at Marriott Hotel. He said it was supposed to be by the pool with a more chillax atmosphere. the pool was niceee with the blue lightings at night :) but but in the end don't know why everyone looked tense and rigid and all. I think there were only a total of 5 couples in the restaurant only. and we were the only ones talking. The rest were just whispering and looking around etc. Super weird. So baby msged me in the restaurant. Lol was really funny. But it was a niceee dinner together. We hardly have such time these days. I enjoyed it. Hahaha he got a little tipsy with the free flow of wine and i saw the other side of him. Shan't comment about it. Lol

The very fresh sunflowers :)

Him.

Her.

Us :)

With Love,

Cindy

twc sucks. i hate twc.

Just woke up not long ago because I fell asleep while reading the article for twc. supposed to hand in the critque in less than 8 hours time and I haven't really got started. fml seriously. this reminds me of the horrors of aw. and i have long long lessons tmr :( sighhhhh

how i wish you were there when i need you the most. endless waitings, expectations and disappointments.

PS: wilberg tan rocks for waking me up tonight. or else i think i would have slept throughout. even though he made me say on the phone to him that he is cute and he is the most good looking guy in the world. but he needs to wake up. seriously.


okay back to disgusting twc. hate my prof man :(

Be a Type B

extremetypebgirl @hotmail.com

HAHAHAHA

Maybe I should stick to this and just don't care.

:/

Finally some alone time for myself without anyone at home and with no readings today because there is no school tmr. It's the end of my school week again and time really pass very fast. It's week 4 now. Subsequent weeks are so gonna be hardcore especially week 6 with coy law presentation and corp reporting quiz. MPW just now was super sian. But i love the class the most because firstly its the last class of the week and secondly its really very very slack. Feels so much better than twc. Cant stand how the twc prof talks. MPW is really crappy. Some guy mentioned just now to come up with a policy that states " No throwing of hammers at other people." LIKE WHATTTT? Its really LOLOLOLOLOL. But oh well this is MPW. Baby introduced some game to me last night which i tried during class today. Its super duper fun. Kinda entertaining because you just keep trying and trying. When i first played it, I wanted to laugh but I couldn't because I am right in front of the prof. But shall try to clear all the stages to win him. WAHAHAHHA

Anyway couldn't really concentrate in class today since 830am. Lots of things on my mind now, with a mixture of feelings. My thoughts keep drifting away to somewhere else. Seems like an atomic bomb just exploded my heart this morning. Actually I expected this day to come but somehow its just too much for me to handle. I guess he will perhaps be happier studying overseas, something which hes interested but I just can't bear to let him go. I hate goodbyes and it seems like a repetition of what happened last year. Being the optimistic me, last time i used to think that there may be a tiny tiny hope that he may change his mind but I doubt so now after what he said to me. How I wish all these isn't happening. But I guess if hes happy, I will be happy. Just need to get over it. I need some time though although usually I am not such an emotional person but but this is different. I know i can live with it eventually but the initial stage is gonna be tough. I need to be strong which I hope I can.

Supposed to go out tonight but I seriously don't feel like it.

At the Night Safari before we got together :] I miss those times when we will go to all the random places. Lol